Thursday, December 08, 2005

My blogging experience

Looking back at my blogs I realize it was more of an online journal for me then a creative writing tool. I did it only becuase I had to. I didn't really enjoy or feel like I got anything out of it. Most times I was sitting down at the computer an hour before class to post something simply for credit. I believe that I am a creative writter and I do enjoy writing but only when I'm in the mood to do so. was not the place for me to do this. I'd rather free write on my own, not when I have to for a grade. I also found it difficult to release my emotions and personality on the web for everyone and anyone to see. That part of things made me a bit uncomfortable.

Monday, December 05, 2005

ooooh i dunno

I guess it's a pretty crazy time of year. Last week of classes...thank gooood! Finals can't come soon enough. I can't wait to just be home and have all my friends home! I've decided I'm definitely transferring so I'm crazy busy trying to find a place to live, pick classes, and such. This next weekend is my last weekend at Keene's gonna be crazzzzzy!

This past weekend was fun. Friday night we had a surprise 40th birthday party for my mom. She had no idea it was hilarious. We rented out a hall and hired a really really good band. It was tonns of fun! Everyone was drunk and dancing...haha always a good time.

Anywho...not much else to share perhaps next week will be more interesting....later!

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

ooooh dear

Okay, so I just found out today that Grandpa's gf is a few years younger than him....20 to be exact! So...I'm sitting down doing the math right, she is only 4 years older than my uncle. I asked my dad if he was ready for a new baby brother or sister hahaha. I guess that'd make me 19 years older than my aunt or uncle!!! This shit is crazy...have a happy turkey day everyone!

Monday, November 14, 2005

Turkey day is going to be different this year...

Turkey day is going to be different this year.....
First off and most importantly cousin Josh left for Kuwait last Friday. We've known for a while he'd be leaving soon, but I guess the time has to come eventually. I'll definitely notice him not being there. You see my sister and I aren't particularly close with my cousins (Josh and his brother Nate). Even though we did grow up together, live in the same town, and attend the same high school we somehow grew up separately over the years. We don't see all that much of each other but it seems like every year it's Thanksgiving that brings us together and reminds us of being kids when we were closer. I will always have certain memories stuck in my mind of the four of us. I miss the young teenage years of mixing our wine with our soda at Thanksgiving dinner , simply to make it taste better of course (haha just don't ask). My aunt Paula (his mom) is pretty much a mess...I guess it's made us all a little closer over the past couple weeks. I think about and worry about him everyday, I wish is could be here so we could all tell him. I guess we all have to just go on with our lives as usual until he comes back home, hopefully it won't be too long and he'll be here next year.
Secondly on a happier more humorous note my grandpa has a girlfriend? You clearly don't know how hilarious this is to me. Okay so my grandmother died suddenly when she was pretty young, it was kinda drawn out and horrible for us all to watch. Since then my grandpa has made his dog his entire life, but then the little rat died, it's horrible, he almost had nothing to live for. None of us had any idea, but one night while my aunt and uncle were out to dinner they saw him holding hands with some lady! We all just about died when they told us. Since then I've seen the two of them together EVERYWHERE! I'm really happy for him, it's just funny he's so quiet and reserved but now he's in looooove! I think she's coming to eat turkey with us. It'll be a change to the usual family craziness for sure!
I assure you the entire evening will be filled with drunken fun for most of us... It should be quite a show...I'll be sure to fill you in next week!
Peace for now...and happy early Turkey Day!

Monday, November 07, 2005

how rude!

So, I was minding my own business heading from one class to another. At the bottom of the stairs there's a doorway right? There are two doors there you could choose to open. So naturally being in America and all I choose the door on the right to continue up the stairs to my class when all of a sudden a rush of people comes bombarding down the stairs. Now what do you think happened next? You think to yourself would only make sense for them to open the other door the one on their right, pass through and go on with their day. Oooooh you're wrong! They all bust through my I stand there holding it open for 20 people as they pass by! I mean I'm not trying to be a bitch or anything but it was so irritating. They were going in the wrong direction and almost squished me! God forbid they open their own door! Did they think I was their personal doorman???? How rude!

Monday, October 31, 2005


So , it's been a while...Since we last blogged and all. I kinda forgot how to do it pretty crazy. So basically I had a crazy crazy weekend. So, long story short I broke up with my boyfriend of 3 years why?...because he's retarded and "doesn't know what he wants" what the f**k is up with that? I dunno but until he figures that out... I will be out partying like a nut!
First of all please excuse the fact that this blog is about my large alcoholic intake this weekend. I'm sorry if you don't approve, but it was necessary to ease my depressiveness...ok that sounds I'll put it in a better was time for a good time with my girls. I had to get out stop thinking and have a that's just what we did.
Thursday night started off with my first power hr. ever...oooh lordy did that get me crazzzzy. I was dancing uncontrollably by about 8 pm....(rarely do I even drink thurs nights by the way) after stumbling around the dorm for a few hours we decided to go out!I believe we then went to a Halloween party downtown at my friend's apt. humm I dunno what happened from there.
Friday night I pregammed with the roomie and left them off at midnight madness... headed over to another friends house to live up the night! So not 5 minutes into the night my boy showed up...I'll save you from the drama and just say it was badddd. There were tears (but don't get me wrong I'm not the crier as a lot of girls...only once in a great while). I woke up the next morning at his house whaaaaaaaaat? Just don't ask...I grabbed my clothes and hiked home.
So now....he tells me he wants me back??? Why do you ask? I'm done sulking and I've gone out and had a blast without he doesn't like this obviously and decides he must contain me...I won't have it!
Saturday night started once again with power hr...this time more successful than last ...why you ask(because of course this time we remembered to get LIGHT beer). We headed out to a friend's costume keg party. It was crazy, but the cops came pretty early and we were outta there! Now that I think about it we probably hiked a good 2 miles back to school eventually where we continued our thurst quenching and decided to head out again around 2am. We headed back to another friend's house where there was a crazzzy ass party going on. I'm gonna stop here and leave you to imagine the rest...

p.s. yes we peed in public...don't remind me

Monday, October 17, 2005

I got the bluuuues

So, the time has come to pick classes again. It always seems to sneak up on me. Like for real, it's only October, but I got to pick the ones I want already??? The greater issue though for me, I'm planning on transferring, yes again (I've already done it once). My only problem is I don't know where to yet. Transferring for spring semester so I guess I have to make up my mind soooon! Now I've already applied to two schools UNH and again to Salve Regina University (where I went last fall). I hated Salve with a passion but miss it too, wired I know I can't describe it. I guess half of my hate was because I didn't want to go away from home in the first place. I would have hated everywhere I went. Now that I've been home for a year here at Keene State and collected myself I'm ready to get out again. So now, I miss it, all my friends, and playing field hockey and I want to go back. I don't know though if it's the right decision to make. At UNH I pay instate tuition and could potentially get accepted into a really really good business school. What to do?!?!?! I don't know if I'm asking for advice, if I know what I really should do but don't want to admit it, or if I'm just expressing my frustration. Either way sorry for boring you I had to get it out! Thanks for reading :)